I didn't pack some things that I wanted for my trip... So I decided to create a store in my mind in my "colors!" Just in my imagination, for fun! I imagined walking into a store that had hats and sunglasses and maybe some gold knit outfits... (Yes, this is my idea of fun ;)

Tonight, I went to all the stores where I am, and didn't see anything I particularly wanted to buy. I was about to walk out of the last one, and then I had an intuitive hit and nudge and on a whim I walked over to an employee and asked her, "Hi, are there any more stores here, maybe with accessories by any chance?"

She told me no, and then came back as I was walking away and said... actually YES! You need to walk down a long hallway, past a whole bunch of beautiful artwork, through the pool area and... voila! I walked into a shop that looks like my summer clothes section of my closet.

Apparently, the universe likes collaboration. My will and surrender, is the participation. In the big things and the small. Turns out the universe has better ideas than I do.

I know it's a "small" example - but to me it's not small at all. How Hashem is always listening.

Some people say that sometimes Hashem says No, but I'm learning that more often than not, when I'm REALLY open to receive, and I'm desiring something that's right for my soul, its journey, and my timeline, the response is swift and beautiful. I would say rather that sometimes Hashem redirects you... to what is really, truly meant for you, in your life path and soul's journey. To the truest most infinite Yes.

So many of my clients have told me recently - I thought I needed a roadmap, I thought I needed to know what's next. Then I would feel safe, at peace, in flow. But what I've learned in our work together - what I need is a nervous system that feels safe enough to respond instead of control, to open instead of contract, to discern instead of closing off.

A nervous system that feels safe enough to allow the universe to surprise and delight them. A nervous system that has expanded its capacity for faith in the mystery...

They tell me... that's what is growing in me... and ohh does it feel magical, inside AND out!