Choosing to Become the Woman Who Lets Herself Have It
Feb 20, 2026
I saw this photo of this pink/ terracotta gorgeous hotel online when I was looking for a home to hold my dream to bring 12 women on a pilgrimage to Morroco and in the moment I saw this, I knew: I desire a pink terracota palace like this for this experience
I pictured it: The women being pampered and cared for, us going deep inside our bodies and Neshamas (souls), surrounded by the most incredible, beautiful breathing art and architecture. The vessel to truly hold the gift I desire to support bringing into the world
The vessel to hold this frequency of an epic, next-level, experience!
Jordan (my incredible assistant) reached out to every home I asked her to.
The first one Being a pink palace-like home
Each one of them told us a clear no to our requests: No to the Kosher kitchen and bringing our own chef (yes, Chani will be returning for our 9th retreat as the Chief of Nourishment!), no to the number of beds we needed, and no to the dates we were asking about. We kept hearing no.
Then, I made a choice. It was a moment's choice built on thousands of moments before then. I made a choice to BECOME the woman who can allow herself to Have the dream that I have. A dream that is not "logical" is a desire that is beyond the mind. I made the choice to Become the woman who allows it to herself. To become the Woman who can steward and receive this amount of beauty and goodness. This kind of art. I let myself dream, pray, and go deep inside from this place, aligning my energy with this vision. BEING her.
I knew in that moment that this is the journey every single woman joining will go on, too. To let their soul and heart and desire lead. To Become the woman who lets herself have it, who gifts a larger, fuller, beyond logic life to herself.
I reached out myself to the very first home Jordan had messaged. This time, as if by magic, they said YES. Yes to the Kosher kitchen, yes to the beds, Yes to my dream Yes yes yes.
My commitment to myself is still going strong. Who I needed to become is a daily practice, and I am committed to Being Her.
A week and a half after launching, we are already 3/4 of the way full. It would be an honor to consider your application 🪽✨️
