"Dearest Rivky! I wish my body could speak in script. I wish my heart could dance with words. I wish my soul could be captured in pixels. I wish tears were ink. I wish breath was language. I wish movement were alphabets- That could be frozen in time as text for generations, as proof, as a legacy. A legacy of possibility...For now, all I do is carve with tremendous gratitude the words of Nishmat (a gratitude prayer) on my soul. Because she feels different, unrecognizable, re-born. Rivky, I'm bawling as I write this. You have no idea what last night meant for me. A divine gift. You had an aura of a queen dressed in angels' white. I don't know if you felt how much of a difference it made for me sitting next to you. I would not have been able to do what I did without having you, your palpable support, and your loving energy nearby. So thank you from the depth of my heart. She who loves heals. So true, I had to steal it. :)Â
CAPACITY.Â
One word kept reverberating in my head all day, Today. I am seriously dumbfounded at the seemingly infinite capacity you possess and hold for all of us. Isn't it crazy? I felt like an infant embraced in the warmth of its mother's arms. The infinite genuine Love. Care, Support, Energy, Strength, Clarity, Grace, Patience, Beauty, Joy, F-dliness...What genius and capacity to juggle it all at once for You. For Me. For Us. So many breakthroughs in one night! It's incredible! I still can't believe what transpired last night. Through witnessing you being your incredible self, in sensing the depth of g-dly beauty in every individual I received permission to give it to myself, too. I feel set free... Do you even know what this means for me? Parts of me I felt had perished long ago rekindled with blazing fierceness. I'm hoarse and still weak, but there's a newfound kernel of peace inside me. I'm so so grateful that you accepted me into this group. I feel it was divine timing. No? I'd love to reserve a spot in the next one. May I? My gratitude knows no bounds... You have an incredible zuchus of building generations of healthier, happier, aligned souls... May it all return to you in the best way possible. Amen. Still integrating."
-MP